Our calls (into Gods’ divine plan) may look so different. But what a beautiful reminder that our valley’s are still working for our good. That even in the middle of heart ache, he is refining us. And all for our GOOD. Ahh, my heart! While I don’t understand the pain my little brother endured- And I wish and I prayed for divine intervention; I cried to the Father, to save him! I pleaded on my hands and knees for his life.
But you know what, that wasn’t fair. My love for my family is selfish. My brother got so much more than this life had to offer. So even though my heart aches deeper than I’ve ever known. . . You never failed us. You didn’t fail him. Maybe Justin needed only the sweet recovery you could offer, Lord.
Sweet Mercy. I choose you God. I choose your love and your goodness to continue refilling this void. And friends I believe when we all gather together in heaven, every one of us will be restored whole. Whew! Immeasurable HOPE blooming here.
